Friday, March 27, 2009;
Dedicated to the three people closest to my heart, JHYH, DLDY and YH =]
There's so much crazinessSurrounding meThere's so much going onIt gets hard to breatheWhen all my faith has goneYou bring it back to meYou make it real for meWhen I'm not sure ofMy prioritiesWhen I've lost sight ofOf where I'm meant to beLike Holy WaterPassing over meYou make it real for meAnd I'm running to you baby'Cause you are the only one who'll save meThat's why I've been missing you latelyCause you make it real for meWhen my head is strongBut my heart is weakI'm full of arroganceAnd uncertaintyI can't find the words
You teach my heart to speakYou make it real for meAnd I'm running to you baby'Cause you are the only one who'll save meThat's why I've been missing you lately'Cause you make it real for meEverybody's talking in words I don't understandYou got to be the only one who knows just who I amYou're shining in the distance I hope I can make it through'Cause the only place that I want to be is right back home with youI guess there's so much moreI have to learnBut if you're here with meI know which way to turnYou always give me somewhereSomewhere where I can runYou make it real for meAnd I'm running to you baby'Cause you are the only one who'll save meThat's why I've been missing you lately'Cause you make it real for meYou make it real for me
-You Make It Real-
by James Morrison
Labels: Lyrics
stuck on you
6:02 pm
3 Hugs
ahhh ur the one giving me strength each day =) just do ur best in everything u do and u'll do great im sure ^^ **hugs u tightly** miss u :^)
I am sorry.
/sayang
Dennis
Ah!!!
Something told to come visit your blog today. And wat a lovely surprise i get! A song dedicated to me! Aww~ I'm so touched. *fly kiss* heh. =)
Missing you dear. Sorry, haven't been really there for you during those trying times for the dance and all. Really sad to know that you skipped RCIA, changed so quickly (and that lady, is really something cos i know you NEVER ever change that fast when at home, even if it's just t-shirt and jeans!) put on make up and yet did not get a chance appear in a single photo. Argh!! Don't let me find out who's that idiot you're talking about. Hmmph!
Anyhow, it's ok dear. You pulled through it all. Mum n dad are so proud of you. Me too! (once i see the video. still waiting for it...) hehe.
Love ya!
*hugs n kisses*
Give a hug
Monday, March 23, 2009;
CONFUSED by Xin Hui
Don't let others judge you.
Don't let them confuse you.
Let others inspire you.
Let them bring out the best in you.
And you will no longer be confused
when you see those who share the same thoughts and passion.
ANAESTHESIA by Hui
Mend that which you break
Heal that which you kill
First take away this pain
Then tell me how to feel
The synopses of two of my favourite items from Temasek Hall's annual dance production, Incandescence. I do like all the items! I only published these two poems because I like them more than the other synopses =p
My first time performing in front of around 600 people was not as bad as it could have been. I think the fact that it was dark like the rehearsals we've been having, and that I couldn't see the audiences' faces very clearly, helped a little =p I think I was more nervous during the first full dress rehearsal, so nervous till I did something I had never done before and turned in the wrong direction. It's like bending your elbow the other way around or doing something your body was never accustomed to. Of course, it's impossible, which is why I felt so weird and realised I just did something that would have been amazing had it actually succeeded.
I did screw up countless times... someone was unfortunate enough to be with me while I reviewed the video =p It wasn't perfect, but I'm still quite calm about everything, don't know why. Perhaps I'm too exhausted to care, or I'm looking forward to Dance Uncensored that's coming up this Saturday and Sunday. Quite sad that I won't be performing Rockstar Supernova ever again though. I think I've grown attached to it =( Live Awards didn't invite TH Dance too. I guess it really is like what SSY said, that there will be no more dancing till next year =( =( Sadness.... But I guess the Live Awards stage is probably too small and fragile for our big group anyway >_<>though I'm far from perfect, I am still affected by my environment and am naturally inclined to respond to it because there's only so much I can contain for so long. And yes, it HAS been quite long, since last semester.
Shall end off with more lyrics =p
I'm scared
So afraid to show I care
Will he think me weak
If I tremble when I speak
What if
There's another one he's thinking of
Maybe he's in love
I'd feel like a fool
Life can be so cruel
I don't know what to do
I've been there
With my heart out in my hand
But what you must understand
You can't let the chance
To love him pass you by
Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
I'll hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself
Touch him
With the gentleness you feel inside (I feel it)
Your love can't be denied
The truth will set you free
You'll have what's meant to be
All in time you'll see
Oooh
I love him (Then show him)
Of that much I can be sure (Hold him close to you)
I don't think I could endure
If I let him walk away
When I have so much to say
Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself
Love is light that surely glows
In the hearts of those who know
It's a steady flame that grows
Feed the fire with all the passion you can show
Tonight love will assume its place
This memory time cannot erase
Your faith will lead love where it has to go
Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Whisper words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself
Never let him go...
-Tell Him-
by Celine Dion & Barbra Streisand
Labels: Lyrics
stuck on you
9:39 pm
1 Hugs
Countless times?
*Emulates you turning right into a BRICK WALL* Oooph!
:P
/sayang
Vanilla
p.s: Interview tomorrow 10pm. No excuses for being late.
Give a hug
Thursday, March 12, 2009;
"How come you're late? It's over already.. *looks unsure what to say to me*"*rushes downstairs and walks up to her, asking in a quiet voice, wishing it's not true* "It's over already?""Ya.. eh? You weren't in? Aiya, you never tell me! I didn't know! It's okay, your name will be inside. ... Is it alright?"What do you think? Oh wait, I'm sorry, I guess you can't think when your mind's obviously preoccupied with everything else.My name will be inside? What kind of a pathetic consolation was that? But of course, you only care about yourself and the Center Girls.I. skipped. RCIA. for this. I did think from the start if I would regret it. Believe me, I agonized over it for days. It was all I could think of, it was what made this week such a horrible one right from the start. Even when the econometrics midterm test was over, I still dreaded this week because I had to choose between RCIA and this photoshoot. I kept asking myself if I would really want to miss RCIA for the sake of having my face in the booklet. Both were important to me.It'd have been fine if I wasn't in the booklet because I chose to be at RCIA. I wouldn't mind seeing just my name there. But after I skipped RCIA to be here, after all that rushing off to get dressed and everything for the photoshoot, you happily tell me you couldn't care enough to wait for me. If I didn't have a photoshoot before that and I was late, it's fine if you didn't wait and took it without me. It was my fault I was late. But it's not my choice to have one dance right after another, it's not my choice to have photoshoots one after another. You couldn't even give me a few minutes to get dressed? Like you couldn't make sure they gave me one minute to change for our first full dress rehearsal, and I had to jump in after you guys started dancing without me?Now can you understand how I feel about this dance production? It's more of a dread, and I can't enjoy it at all because I keep worrying I won't be able to change in time. She knows that I'm in two subsequent dances, but she doesn't really care. She doesn't care if it's not her Center Girls? I don't know. And now she suggests I wear sheer stockings instead of leg warmers. It'd probably look fine, but all I've been thinking is how do I wipe off my beautifully scary makeup, change my shirt, wear a vest, wear accessories, slip on pants over the previous costume and wear shoes in two minutes, and now I have to add "how do I wear those flimsy little stockings quickly without tearing a gaping hole in them". At least with leg warmers, you can tug and pull all you want and it won't tear. STOCKINGS?
I'm totally not worried about DP at all =)
*rolls eyes*
stuck on you
9:32 pm
2 Hugs
You made my day, Maple. :) Thank you...
You are truly, my favourite unconditioned stimulus. :P
I'll trudge on with you as soon as I get that 2k word thing out of the way... In the meantime,
/sayang
Vanilla
This one is coming a little late...
You were positively charming on stage, Maple! ;)
/sayang
Vanilla
Give a hug
Thursday, March 05, 2009;
I'm nakedI'm numbI'm stupidI'm stayingAnd if Cupid's got a gunThen he's shootingLights blackHeads bangYou're my drugWe live itYou're drunkYou need itReal loveI'll give itSo we're bound to linger onWe drink the fatal dropThen love until we bleedThen fall apart in parts...
You wasted your timesOn my heartYou've burnedAnd if bridges gotta fallThen you'll fall, tooDoors slamLights blackYou're goneCome backStay goneStay cleanI need you to need meSo we're bound to linger onWe drink the fatal dropThen love until we bleedThen fall apart in parts
-Until We Bleed-
by Andreas Kleerup (feat. Lykke Li)
This is the other song that I'm dancing to for one of my items, the first song being A Perfect Lie from the TV series, Nip/Tuck.
I don't think I said it here, but like I told YH after the very first practice, I love the theme of this item, I love the songs, I love the choreographer, I love the steps. It's supposed to be about love, and how it can hurt, but we choose to fall in love anyway. Hence the name of her item, Anaesthesia. That we willingly numb ourselves to the pain.
Unfortunately, much as I love every single aspect of it, I seem to be killing her beautiful moves and the choreographer probably can't stand me. How ironic. Choose to do it in spite of the pain indeed. To give my all and still fall pathetically short of the mark. Still, I try my best. *sighs and shakes head*
On another note, I think my admiration of her is starting to go overboard. Think it's bordering on envy at times, which is bad. *shakes head more vigorously in an attempt to shake the thought out of my head*
For those who are wondering, this dance is for Temasek Hall's Dance Production (DP) as well as the combined hall Dance Uncensored (DU). This year's DP is titled Incandescence. It'll be held on 21st March 2009, Saturday 7.30pm at the NUS High School auditorium. Saw a bit of all the dances during last Sunday's vetting, and most of the songs are great and some of the dances are just fantastic! Hope I'll be able to catch it myself =D
Thinking about it makes me worried though. Still no costume, no accessories no shoes, no idea how I'll be able to change in time because according to the current line up, Shing Yeen's item is RIGHT AFTER Hui's. Not good, not good at all.
All these happenings are wreaking havoc on my emotions recently. Sinking again.
Labels: Lyrics
stuck on you
2:48 am
1 Hugs
You haven't been that emotional with me online for a long time now...
Guess you really like the song a lot. :)
Get some rest, dear girl, you need it.
/sayang
Give a hug
, at
12:08 am, March 28, 2009
sleepy, at
1:42 am, March 31, 2009
