Friday, February 19, 2010;
在错的时间，遇见对的人，是一声叹息...
What happens when you fall in love with the right person but at the wrong time?
What happens when that person wins your heart but fails to be there for you when you need them the most?
When it's good, then it's good
It's so good 'till it goes bad
'Till you're trying to find the you that you once had
There will be heartache... oh yes, there will be for sure. After all, don't you expect your loved one to catch you when you fall, be there when you call?
If, however, there is sufficient distraction, the period of heartache might be shortened. Friends, games, activities... these could distract you from the absence of your lover when you need them the most, fill the gap in your life that should have been filled by your lover. And perhaps, if your love for your lover is not that strong or you never really needed your lover that much, this process will be made all the more easier until you won't even realize it took place.
On the other hand, if nothing could distract you sufficiently from the pain in your heart that your lover caused by his/her unfortunate absence, what happens then? What happens when you love him/her so much that his/her absence at such a critical period is like a stab through your heart and nothing can soothe the pain, or if you need him/her so much that everything else pales in comparison and nothing can substitute his/her presence no matter how hard you try? Friends don't seem to provide the comfort you need from your lover, games are played merely to kill time while you wait for your lover to show up only to be disappointed by his/her lack of care and understanding, activities end far too soon and the brutal reality always comes back to haunt you sooner or later... what happens then?
I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence..
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
You might end up crying your heart out every night...
At first you might keep trying to salvage the situation. You might try every possible means known to you.
What if it fails?
You might try to tell yourself to be strong. To not need him/her as much as you do. To be tougher and more independent.
There could then be two possibilities.
One - you might succeed. You won't need your lover as much as you used to and rely on him/her less, and if you were indeed too needy, your relationship will improve and life goes on happily ever after. In fact, your relationship might even grow stronger as you cross another hurdle unscathed.
Or you might fail. Any attempts at being tougher or more independent would require you to shun him for hurting you and cut him out of your life since you don't need him. You'll feel hurt and bitter at being let down and disappointed by the person you trusted so much and depended on. You might start to build walls to protect your fragile heart, keeping people at a distance and only build shallow relationships...
I have heard myself cry, never again!
Broken down in agony
And just trying to find a friend
在错的时间，遇见对的人，是一声叹息...
真的是一声叹息吗... 或是一声哭泣..？
A part of me died when I let you go...
stuck on you
1:30 am
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